yes, yes i know its time to update again....!!!

The past few days hav been really good for me. I was actually sitting on a chair more than laying in bed! In fact wasnt in my hospital bed at all 2 day!!!! Also been spending more time outside too!!! There's something about looking up into the big blue sky with big puffy white clouds that i just LOVE!!!! It makes me feel so close to God! The past few days i have been thinking a lot about ALL the pain and grief in this world! There soooo many people out there who are hurting...my heart just aches when I think of the many people who have no idea what its like to feel the joy and peace God gives to those who allow Him to control their lives!!! I could just cry when I think of all the dear little chilren who don't know wat its like to be loved. I just wish i cud wrap them all up in a big hug!!! I just have to over and over again commit them to my Heavenly Father.

As far as an update... right now we're just kinda waiting. I got the results back from the limes test. I guess they test for three things at the lab in California lab. They said two things they tested for came back negative but it did show that their is an infection in my body. Dad called and wanted to talk to the dr. but they said they can't tell him anything until i give them permission since I'm 18 and considered an adult! I called them and gave them the ok so they had to fax papers that I had to sign... sigh.... such a rig-a-ma-ro =). So dad called and wanted to talk to the dr to find out where the infection is and what his reccomendation would be but oh my no the dr is only available wed. an thurs.!!!! Oh an to complecate things a little more we decided to test for limes the medical way whereas the other one was more on the natural side. We got the results for that back today an it came back clear!!! =) another big sigh.... soooo not sure wats gana happen there.... I do have an appointment with my 'second opinion' doctor the end of the month. Also am scheduled to go to NYC July 9 since they have some of the worlds best doctors when it comes to dealing with dystonia. My 'second opinion' doctor referred us to them an actually got her training there. Believe me i'm so thankful for doctors an all when we need them but me o my will i ever be happy once this is all behind me!!!=)

Having said all that I really do have a lot to be thankful for!!!! There are lots o people out there who have it much worse! An when I think how I was a few weeks ago i realize that some things definatly have improved.!=)

Thanks for all your prayers I don't even want to think of where I would be without prayer. Please continue praying that my walking would improve! I would also like to add a special prayer request for my friend Andrea Wagler who is also facing some health problems.

I really have no idea what God has in mind for my life but I DO know that He has a purpose for this and I want Him to receive ALL the glory!